“I don’t know. But I’m going to find out.”
“When?”
“Soon. I need to talk to him first before…” I stopped. “I need to give him a chance to do the right thing.”
“What if he doesn’t want me?”
The fear in her voice, the hope underneath it.
“Then he’s a fool,” I said. “And you still have me.”
She wiped her eyes, looked at the screen again.
“We’re really family.”
“We’re really family.”
She started crying then. Real crying. The kind that comes from somewhere deep. I put my arms around her and let her cry into my shoulder.
My granddaughter. I had a granddaughter.
That afternoon, I waited until Jennifer went to lunch before I made the call. My phone sat on the counter in front of me, Chris’s number still saved. Two years since I’d used it. I picked it up, put it down, picked it up again.
What was I supposed to say? Your daughter is here. The one you didn’t know existed. Actually, maybe you did know. Maybe you knew and never cared.
I dialed before I could talk myself out of it. It rang four times. I almost hung up.
“Mom.”
His voice. Same as always, impatient.
“Chris, I need you to come to the bookstore.”
Silence on the other end.
“Why?”
“I need to talk to you about something in person.”
“I’m busy.”
“It’s important.”
“So tell me now.”
I gripped the phone.
“Do you remember Amanda Carter?”
Another silence, longer this time.
“What?”
“Amanda Carter. You dated her seventeen years ago.”
“Why are you—” He stopped. “Why are you bringing her up?”
“Just come to the bookstore today if you can.”
“Mom, I don’t have time for—”
“Make time.” My voice came out harder than I meant. “This isn’t something we can do over the phone.”
He sighed, heavy and annoyed.
“Fine. I can be there at four.”
“Four works.”
He hung up without saying goodbye.
I stood there holding the phone. My hands were shaking.
Jennifer came back twenty minutes later with a sandwich from the deli down the street.
“You okay?” she asked. “You look pale.”
“I called him.” I swallowed. “And he’s coming at four.”
Her face went through about ten emotions at once. Hope, fear, excitement, dread.
“Should I be here?” she asked.
“Maybe stay in the back office. Let me talk to him first.”
“What if he’s happy? What if he wants to meet me?”
The hope in her voice killed me.
“Let’s just see what he says.”
Four o’clock came too fast and not fast enough. Jennifer disappeared into the back office fifteen minutes early. I heard her pacing, the floor creaking under her feet.
At 4:03, Chris walked in.
He looked the same. Same haircut, same expensive jacket. He glanced around the store like he was seeing a stranger’s business, not the place he grew up in.
“Mom.” A nod, not a hug.
“Chris. Thanks for coming.”
“You said it was important.” He stayed near the door. “So what’s this about Amanda Carter?”
I locked the front door, flipped the sign to CLOSED.
“We should sit.”
“I’d rather stand.”
“Fine.” We’d do it his way.
“Amanda had a daughter,” I said. “Sixteen years old. Her name is Jennifer.”
His face didn’t change.
“Okay. And?”
“And she’s your daughter.”
Now his face changed.
“That’s not possible.”
“It is possible. It’s true. Amanda and you broke up. She left.”
“She left because she was pregnant with your baby.”
Chris shook his head.
“No. She would have told me.”
“Would she? Or would she have been too scared, too hurt?”
He looked away, jaw tight.
“This is insane.”
I pulled the DNA results from under the counter, unfolded them, set them in front of him.
“These are DNA test results. Jennifer took one. I took one. She’s my granddaughter, which makes her your daughter.”
He stared at the paper. I watched his eyes move across the words, the numbers, the match percentage.
“Where did you get this?”
“Does it matter?”
“You tested some random kid without telling me.”
“She’s not some random kid. She’s Amanda’s daughter. Your daughter.”
Chris pushed the paper away.
“I don’t believe this.”
“The science doesn’t lie.”
“Then it’s wrong. Labs make mistakes.”
“Chris, no.”
He stepped back.
“Why are you even telling me this?”
The coldness in his voice, like we were talking about a stranger, not his own child.
“Because she deserves to know her father,” I said. “Amanda died four years ago. Overdose. Jennifer was twelve. She’s been in foster care, in an orphanage. She ran away last year. She’s been homeless.”
Nothing. No reaction at all.
“She’s sixteen years old,” I continued, “and she’s been through hell. The least you can do is meet her.”
“I don’t want to be a father.” He said it flat, simple, like it was obvious.
My stomach turned.
“What?”
“I never wanted kids. I made that clear back then.”
“You told Amanda that?”
“Yeah. When she started talking about the future, I told her I wasn’t interested. That’s probably why she left.”
He said it like it was reasonable. Like abandoning a pregnant woman was just a difference of opinion.
“So you knew,” I said. “You knew she was pregnant.”
“Yeah. She told me. I told her I didn’t want anything to do with it. I was clear about that. That’s why she left before I had to deal with it.”
Deal with it. Like Jennifer was a problem to solve.
“She’s a person, Chris. A kid. Your kid.”
“I have my own life.” He crossed his arms. “I’m not doing this.”
“You won’t even meet her?”
“No. She’s right here in this store, working for me.”
His eyes flicked toward the back, then back to me.
“I don’t care.”
“How can you say that?”
“Because it’s the truth.” He grabbed his keys from his pocket. “Find someone else to guilt-trip, Mom. I’m not interested in playing Happy Family.”
“This isn’t about playing anything. This is about a girl who deserves—”
“What? A father who doesn’t want her? That’ll be great for everyone.”
“You’re unbelievable.”
“No, I’m honest.”
He turned toward the door.
“Amanda made her choice. She had the kid. That was on her, not me. Don’t contact me about this again.”
He unlocked the door, walked out, didn’t look back.
I stood there in the empty store, the DNA results still on the counter, the silence pressing down. That was it. That was my son.
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