I heard the back office door open. Footsteps on the old floor. Jennifer appeared in the doorway. Her face told me she’d heard everything.
“He doesn’t want me,” she said. Not a question.
“Jennifer…”
“It’s okay.” She wiped her eyes fast. “I figured.”
“It’s not okay. He should want you. He should have.”
“It’s fine.” Her voice cracked. “I’m used to it.”
I came around the counter, pulled her into a hug. She cried quietly, the kind of crying you do when you’re trying not to bother anyone.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “I’m so sorry.”
“You tried. That’s more than most people would do.”
“He’s wrong. You know that, right? This isn’t about you. It’s about him being selfish and cruel.”
She nodded against my shoulder.
“My mom was right. She told me he was dead. She was protecting me. She loved you.”
“I know.”
We stood there for a long time, the store quiet around us, the afternoon light fading through the windows.
Finally, Jennifer pulled back, wiped her face.
“So what now?” she asked.
“Now you stay here with me. This is your home.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I want to.” I held her shoulders, looked her in the eye. “You’re my granddaughter. You’re family. Chris doesn’t get to decide that.”
“What if he changes his mind?”
“Then we’ll deal with it. But I’m not holding my breath.”
She nodded, tried to smile.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Anything.”
“Do you think something’s wrong with me? Like… why doesn’t he want me?”
My heart broke.
“There’s nothing wrong with you. Not one single thing. He’s broken. Not you.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’ve never been more sure of anything.”
She hugged me again, tighter this time.
“Thank you,” she whispered. “For trying. For caring.”
“You don’t have to thank me.”
“I do, though.”
We stayed like that until the light outside turned purple. Until the streetlights came on. Until the world felt a little less sharp.
Jennifer went upstairs to lie down. I stayed in the store, cleaned up, put the DNA results in a drawer. Chris didn’t want his daughter. Fine. I did, and that was going to be enough.
The next morning, we moved Jennifer’s things upstairs. She didn’t have much. The backpack, the poetry book, three changes of clothes, a toothbrush still in its package from the shelter.
“That’s it?” I asked.
She shrugged.
“Easier to run when you don’t have stuff weighing you down.”
“You’re not running anymore.”
She looked at me, nodded.
I showed her the spare bedroom, Paul’s old office. I’d cleared it out the week before. Put fresh sheets on the bed. Hung curtains.
“This is mine?” she asked.
“All yours.”
She set her backpack on the bed, ran her hand along the quilt.
“I haven’t had my own room since I was twelve.”
“Well, you have one now.”
That night, I heard her moving around at three in the morning. Found her standing in the kitchen.
“Can’t sleep?” I asked.
“Not used to it being quiet. Or warm.” She poured herself water. “At the shelter, there’s always noise. People coming and going. Doors slamming.”
“You’ll get used to it.”
“Yeah.”
She drank the water.
“Thank you for this. For everything.”
“Your family. This is where you belong.”
She smiled, went back to bed.
Within a week, she enrolled in night classes to finish high school, worked the bookstore during the day, studied at the counter between customers. I watched her balance both without complaining. Never late, never asking for anything.
“You’re allowed to take breaks,” I told her once.
“I’m fine. I like being busy.”
The months moved fast. Her first book club meeting brought in eight people. By the third month, we had twenty regulars. Jennifer led discussions like she’d been doing it for years, asked questions that made people think, made everyone feel heard.
The bookstore started bringing in more money. Not a lot, but enough that I could pay Jennifer a real wage, not just room and board.
“You don’t have to,” she said when I handed her the first check.
“Yes, I do. You work, you get paid.”
She stared at the check like she’d never seen one before.
Spring turned to summer. Summer to fall. Jennifer turned eighteen in November. I made her a cake—chocolate with vanilla frosting. She cried when she saw it.
“No one’s made me a cake since I was eleven,” she said.
We ate it in the kitchen upstairs, just the two of us.
Two weeks later, she walked across a stage and got her high school diploma. I sat in the audience with a dozen other families and watched her receive that piece of paper. She found me after, hugged me hard.
“I didn’t think I’d ever finish,” she said.
“I knew you would.”
That winter, I found her notebook on the counter. She’d left it there while restocking. I shouldn’t have looked, but I did. The pages were filled with stories—some crossed out, some finished. Her handwriting small and careful. The stories were good. Really good. Raw and honest, about a girl surviving things she shouldn’t have to survive.
“You read it,” Jennifer said behind me.
I turned.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t—”
“It’s okay.” She took the notebook. “They’re not very good.”
“They’re excellent.”
She looked doubtful.
“I mean it,” I said. “You have real talent.”
“You’re just saying that.”
“I’ve been selling books for forty years. I know good writing when I see it.”
She bit her lip.
“You think I could write a book?”
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
She started writing seriously after that. Every night after the store closed. Weekends. Early mornings before we opened.
At nineteen, she finished her first manuscript. Three hundred pages. A novel about a girl taking care of her mother, finding her dead, surviving foster care, finding hope in books. She gave it to me on a Tuesday.
“I don’t know if it’s any good,” she said, “but I finished it.”
I read it that night. All of it. Couldn’t stop. When I finished, I went to her room, knocked on the door. She opened it, saw my face.
“It’s bad, isn’t it?” she said.
“It’s beautiful.” My voice cracked. “Jennifer, this is really beautiful.”
She started crying.
“You mean it?”
“Every word.”
We spent the next year learning how to query agents. Jennifer wrote letters, sent them out, got rejections. Lots of rejections.
“Maybe it’s not good enough,” she said after the twentieth one.
“It’s good enough. You just haven’t found the right person yet.”
She kept trying. The bookstore kept growing. Jennifer set up social media accounts, posted about new releases, author recommendations, photos of the store. People started coming in because they’d seen us online.
“You’re good at this,” I told her.
“It’s easy when you love what you’re doing.”
At twenty-one, an agent said yes. Jennifer called me from the back office, shaking.
“She wants to represent me,” she said.
“That’s wonderful.”
“She thinks she can sell it.”
“Of course she can.”
Three months later, the manuscript sold. Small publisher, modest advance, but it was real. Jennifer held the contract in her hands like it might disappear.
“I’m going to be a published author,” she said.
“Yes, you are.”
Two years later, her book came out. We hosted the launch party at the bookstore. Packed the place. Jennifer read from chapter one, her voice steady, strong. I stood in the back and watched her. This girl who’d walked in homeless and scared now standing in front of fifty people reading her own words.
After everyone left, we sat in the quiet store.
“Thank you,” Jennifer said, “for believing in me.”
“I’ll always believe in you.”
The book did well. Not a bestseller, but it sold. Got good reviews. Won a regional award for debut fiction. The local paper did a small piece on her. Local author publishes first novel. Jennifer smiled for the photo, but didn’t make a big deal of it.
At twenty-five, her second book came out. Sold better than the first. Made some bestseller lists. Not the big ones, but enough. Publishers started paying attention. Her third book sold at auction—six publishers bidding. The advance was $200,000.
Jennifer came upstairs that day, sat at the kitchen table, put her head in her hands.
“You okay?” I asked.
“I don’t know what to do with this much money.”
“Save some, invest some, buy yourself something nice.”
“I want to give some to the bookstore.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because you earned that. Your words. Your work.”
“You gave me everything,” she said. “Let me give something back.”
We compromised. She helped with repairs—new shelves, updated the heating system, things the store had needed for years. The bookstore thrived. Jennifer thrived.
We fell into rhythms. Morning coffee at the kitchen table before opening. Book talk during slow afternoons. Dinner together most nights. She’d tell me about her writing. I’d tell her about customers, about Paul in the early days of the store.
Ten years passed like that.
Jennifer grew from a scared sixteen-year-old into a confident twenty-six-year-old woman. She was kind, talented, strong in ways that still surprised me. But sometimes I’d catch her staring out the window, a look on her face I recognized.
“What are you thinking about?” I asked once.
“Nothing.”
“Jennifer.”
She sighed.
“Do you think he ever thinks about me?”
“Chris?”
Always Chris in the background.
“I don’t know.”
“I wonder what it would be like. Having a father.”
“You don’t need him.”
“I know, but sometimes I…” She trailed off. “Never mind.”
“You’re allowed to want that.”
“It’s stupid.”
“It’s human.”
She never brought it up again. But I knew it was there, that ache for something she’d never had. We’d built something good together, something real. But part of her still carried that wound—the father who didn’t want her.
I hoped time would heal it.
I was wrong.
Things stayed quiet for a few months after that. Jennifer kept writing. The bookstore kept thriving. We had our morning coffee, our evening talks, our life together. I stopped worrying about Chris. He’d made his choice ten years ago. As far as I knew, he’d forgotten we existed.
I should have known better.
One morning, Jennifer came down to breakfast with her phone in her hand and a smile on her face.
“Look at this,” she said. “Someone from that online literary magazine interviewed me last month. I forgot it was coming out today.”
I took the phone, read the headline.
From homeless teen to best-selling author: Jennifer Carter’s inspiring journey.
There was a photo of Jennifer in the bookstore, surrounded by shelves, smiling. The article told her whole story—Amanda, the drugs, finding her mother dead, foster care, the orphanage, running away, a year on the streets, then finding Williams Bookstore, finding me. It mentioned the $200,000 advance, her rising career, how she’d been raised by her grandmother, Linda Williams.
“This is good,” I said, but my stomach tightened.
“They want to do a podcast interview next month,” Jennifer said. “Isn’t that crazy?”
“That’s wonderful,” I said.
She took her phone back, scrolled through comments, people congratulating her, saying her story inspired them. I drank my coffee, tried to ignore the feeling in my gut.
The message came two days later.
Jennifer was restocking the poetry section when her phone buzzed. She pulled it out, stared at the screen. Her face went pale.
“What is it?” I asked.
She didn’t answer, just kept staring.
I walked over.
“Jennifer?”
“He messaged me.” Her voice was barely a whisper.
“Who?”
“My father. Chris.”
My blood went cold.
“What?”
She held up the phone. I read the message.
Hi, Jennifer. I’m Chris Williams. I’m your father. Your grandmother told me about you a few years ago, and I wasn’t ready then. I was wrong. I’ve regretted it every day since. I’d like to meet you if you’re willing. I’m so sorry.
I handed the phone back.
“Don’t answer that.”
“What?”
“Don’t answer it. Block him.”
“Why would I block him?”
“Because he wants something.”
Jennifer’s face changed.
“You don’t know that.”
“Yes, I do. He saw that article. Saw you’re successful now. He’s interested.”
“Maybe he’s changed.”
“People like Chris don’t change.”
“You don’t know him anymore. It’s been ten years.”
“I know him better than anyone.”
Jennifer put her phone in her pocket.
“People deserve second chances.”
“Not him.”
“Why? Because he hurt you or because he didn’t want me?”
“Both.”
“Well, maybe I want to give him a chance anyway.”
We stared at each other. First real fight we’d ever had.
“If you do this,” I said, “he’s going to hurt you.”
“Or maybe he’s genuinely sorry. Maybe he wants to be in my life.”
“He abandoned you before you were born.”
“And maybe he regrets it. The message says he regrets it.”
“Words are easy, Jennifer.”
“So I shouldn’t believe anyone who apologizes?”
“You shouldn’t believe him.”
She turned away.
“I’m going to answer him.”
“Don’t.”
“It’s my choice.”
She walked to the back office, closed the door.
I stood there in the poetry section, surrounded by books about love and loss and betrayal. This was going to end badly. I knew it in my bones.
The first coffee meeting happened three days later. Jennifer came home glowing.
“He was so nice,” she said. “He apologized for everything. Said he was young and scared. That he’s thought about me for years.”
“What else did he say?”
“He asked about my writing, about my books. He seemed really proud.”
Of course he did.
“Are you going to see him again?”
“He asked if we could meet next week. Is that okay?”
“You don’t need my permission.”
“I know, but I don’t want you to be upset.”
“I’m not upset.”
I was terrified.
“I just want you to be careful.”
“I will be.”
The meetings became regular. Once a week, then twice. Coffee turned into dinner. Dinner turned into lunch on weekends. Jennifer texted me updates.
He’s so funny.
He told me about his startup ideas.
He asked to see my manuscript.
I watched from a distance, waited for the other shoe to drop.
After a month, Chris started showing up at the bookstore. Always when I wasn’t there. Jennifer would mention it later.
“Dad stopped by today,” she said.
Dad. She was calling him Dad now.
“What did he want?”
“Just to say hi. He bought a book. One of mine.”
“How nice.”
“You don’t like him being around.”
“I don’t trust him.”
“You don’t trust anyone.”
“That’s not true.”
“You’ve been alone for so long, you forgot what it’s like to let people in.”
That stung.
“I let you in.”
“Because you had to. I needed help.”
“That’s not why.”
“Then why don’t you want me to have a father?”
“I want you to have a father who actually cares about you. Not someone who showed up the second you became successful.”
Jennifer’s face hardened.
“You’re wrong about him.”
“I hope I am.”
But I wasn’t.
Two months in, Jennifer mentioned Chris to her literary friends, brought him to a book signing. He charmed everyone, told stories, made people laugh. I watched him work the room, saw how he positioned himself next to Jennifer, how he mentioned being her father to anyone who’d listen.
“He’s really proud of you,” one of Jennifer’s friends told me.
“Is he?”
After three months, things shifted.
Jennifer came home from dinner with Chris, quiet, thoughtful.
“Everything okay?” I asked.
“He told me about a business opportunity.”
There it was.
“What kind of opportunity?”
“Subscription boxes, he says. The market’s coming back. Better than it was ten years ago.”
The same pitch, word for word.
“How much does he need?”
Jennifer looked surprised.
“How did you know he needs money?”
“Lucky guess.”
“He needs investors. People who believe in the concept.”
“And he asked you.”
“He said he’d understand if I wasn’t interested, but he wanted to give me first opportunity since I’m family.”
Since I’m family.
The words made me sick.
“How much?”
“A hundred thousand to start. But he says the returns could be huge.”
“Jennifer, I know what you’re thinking, but—”
“He showed me the business plan. It’s solid.”
“Don’t give him money.”
“It’s my money.”
“I know. But please don’t do this.”
“He’s my father.”
“He’s a con artist.”
“Stop.”
Jennifer stood up.
“You never wanted me to have a relationship with him. You’re trying to sabotage this.”
“I’m trying to protect you.”
“From what? From having a parent who actually wants me?”
“He doesn’t want you. He wants your money.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Yes, I do.”
“No, you just can’t stand that someone besides you cares about me.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Neither is this.”
She grabbed her coat.
“I’m going for a walk.”
She left.
I sat at the kitchen table, hands shaking. I had to do something. Had to prove what Chris was really after.
The plan came to me that night. It was risky. If I was wrong, Jennifer would never forgive me. But if I was right, she’d finally see the truth.
I called Chris the next morning.
“Mom.” He sounded surprised. “What’s going on?”
“I need to talk to you in person.”
“About what?”
“About Jennifer. And money.”
Silence.
“Okay. When?”
“Today. Four o’clock. The bookstore.”
“I’ll be there.”
I hung up, texted Jennifer.
I need you to trust me. Come to the bookstore at 4:15. Don’t come inside. Wait in the back office. Just listen. Please.
She texted back an hour later.
What’s this about?
Please, just do this one thing for me.
Fine.
At 3:45, I closed the store early, locked the front door.
Jennifer arrived at four. I let her in through the back.
“What’s going on?” she asked.
“Chris is coming. I’m going to talk to him. I need you to listen from the back office.”
“Why?”
“Because I need to prove something, and you won’t believe me unless you hear it yourself.”
“This is crazy.”
“Just listen. That’s all I’m asking.”
She looked at me.
“You really think he’s using me?”
“I know he is. And if you’re wrong?”
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