He shook his head. “Tomorrow,” he said again. “Just promise me you won’t sleep at your house tonight.”
His cracked, pleading voice lodged itself in my chest. And standing on those library steps, I felt my ordinary life shift into something unfamiliar.
I told myself it was absurd to take warning from a man who barely had enough to eat. But his urgency followed me to the bus stop, onto the bus, and all the way to my neighborhood. His words kept echoing: Don’t go home tonight.

When I reached my street, my heart was thudding. My house looked normal—dark, quiet, full of memories and grief. I stood there for a long moment, my key cold in my hand. Then, without understanding why, I turned away and walked to a small motel a couple of blocks over.
Sleep barely came. Every sound jolted me awake. At dawn, after a lukewarm shower and a cup of weak motel coffee, I headed back toward the library.
Harold was already there, sitting upright with a seriousness I had never seen on him. When he saw me, he rose slowly and beckoned me closer.
“You listened,” he murmured, relief softening his features.
“Now tell me why,” I said.
He reached into the pocket he had tapped the night before and pulled out a small plastic envelope. Inside was an old photograph and a folded newspaper clipping.
He handed them to me. “Your husband,” he said softly. “I knew him.”
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