The note was taped to the chipped kitchen counter right where the kettle used to sit. I still remember the handwriting, uneven and rushed, every letter trembling. It said only, “You’ll manage.” There was no address, no reason, no goodbye.
For two days I convinced myself it was a joke. I called their phones again and again, but each one went straight to voicemail. When I biked across town to my aunt’s house, she refused to open the door. Her face was pale behind the glass. “I don’t know anything,” she said, eyes sliding away from mine.
The first night I slept in that empty house, the silence was so sharp that I could hear the unplugged refrigerator clicking as it cooled. By the second night, I accepted that no one was coming back.
I packed what I could carry, a few clothes, my school notebooks, a photograph of my father holding me at a lake. I took the old bus to Brighton because my friend Noah lived there. His mother let me stay on their couch. I found a job washing dishes and promised myself that I would finish high school no matter what it cost.
People often ask if I hated my parents. The truth is, hatred requires energy and I had none left. Every ounce of strength went into surviving, paying rent, buying food, getting through the days. Some nights I stared at that note until the words blurred, wondering how love could shrink into two careless words.
But life does not pause while you wait for explanations. I learned to move, to work, to live without anyone to fall back on. And somehow I made it through.
By the time I turned thirty, I had a small apartment in Portland and a steady job repairing motorcycles. I had friends who felt more like family than blood ever did. I was not rich, but my fridge was full, my bills were paid, and the quiet inside my home finally felt like peace instead of absence.
Then one Saturday morning I opened Facebook and saw a message that stopped my breath. The name was my mother’s. Her profile picture showed her and my father smiling in front of a bright house surrounded by palm trees. They looked older, softer, as if the years had smoothed away the past.
The message said, “Evelyn, sweetheart, can we talk?”
I did not reply. For two days I stared at it. Then she called. Her voice was the same as I remembered, warm and careful, as if nothing had ever happened. She said, “We’ve missed you so much. We want to make things right. We were wrong.”
That word wrong hung in the air like a loose thread.
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